Well this is my first blog I am not really sure if anyone will read this or not, um hit me up if you want to talk about stuff, life is pretty boring right now. if anyone is interested tell me what you want me to right about
Today is kind of rough I got out of a relationship a few weeks ago and she broke my heart. I constantly am feeling bad about myself. I am broken all by myself. I know the right thing to do is to let her go and let her find her happiness however I don't believe that I will ever find mine. and she made me happy and now its no more. I haven't eaten in a few days and I just spend most of my free time at the gym I try to keep the pain to distract me from the bitter emptiness in my chest. I feel all alone. though I feel like its for the best, maybe I am not a good person after all, maybe I should just be alone that way I can't hurt anyone, maybe that way no one will have to deal with me. well if you are reading this thank you for reading.