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Today is kind of rough I got out of a relationship a few weeks ago and she broke my heart. I constantly am feeling bad about myself. I am broken all by myself. I know the right thing to do is to let her go and let her find her happiness however I don't believe that I will ever find mine. and she made me happy and now its no more. I haven't eaten in a few days and I just spend most of my free time at the gym I try to keep the pain to distract me from the bitter emptiness in my chest. I feel all alone. though I feel like its for the best, maybe I am not a good person after all, maybe I should just be alone that way I can't hurt anyone, maybe that way no one will have to deal with me. well if you are reading this thank you for reading.